At 3+pm...
Daddy: Adik, mama ajak buke luar nanti?
Me: Adik klr dgn kwn nanti.
Daddy: Ade duit je, merayap. Kau tak tahu nak ddk rmh eh. Ade je plan ko. Klu tkde duit jgn nak mtk2 aku. Ko igt ko dah besar ko leh bt sesuke hati ko. Jgn sampai aku halau ko dari rmh, baru tahu nanti naseb ko mcm ane. Ko dgr cket ape aku ckp eh. Ko igt aku tk tahu yg ko isap rokok. Ckp pandai yg kwn ko semue isap rokok cume ko je tak. Padehal ko isap. Ko igt aku tk tahu. Kwn aku ade video ko tgh isap rokok lah. Jgn sampai aku dpt tangkap sudah.
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After an hour...4+pm...
Mummy: Abang, tadi pagi ko tk antar mama g keje eh. Aku kejut ko, ko tk tahu nk bgn. Mengeliat ssh nk bgn. Pegi geylg bole dgn matair balek sampai pkl 4pagi. Bile mak mtk antar g keje, ko tk nk antar, ko bsrkan taik mata je. Nari buke rmh eh?
Abang: Tak, org buke luar.
Mummy: Tu lah. Bile mama ajak buke luar, ade je ko.
Mummy: Adik, mane ko? Ko nk g mane ni siap2?
Me: Klr dgn kwn.
Mummy: Tak habis2 klr dgn kwn. Smlm dah klr pun tk puas? Hari2 jumpe kwn. Tglkan mak ko buke rmh sorg2. Asl ko tk masak nasi huh? Nasi dah tgh cket gitu, tk puase tk tahu nk masakkan nasi. Ape ko bt kat rmh?
Me: Balek keje jgn nk biseng2 bole tak. Org klr biseng, tk klr pun biseng.
Mummy: Aku bkn biseng!!! Aku cume blg n tnye ko asl ko tk masak nasi?!! Bile aku ajak buke luar je, semue ade je plan. Agi bgs aku mati ade anak mcm gini!!!
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Take my bag and went out from the house.
i couldn't take it what has happened today.
What a disaster day today! Damn!
Am i at fault?
Yeah, i am.
i thought it's over but it just happened.
if not becuz of u daddy, i won't be so rude to mum.
i felt very guilty towards my mum.
i really didn't have the intention to make u more mad and angry mummy.
i just couldn't take it what dad has said to me.
its fulled of bullshit in his mouth!!!
Don't accused me just like that.
if it's true that ur fren has a video of me smoking, where is it?!! Who's ur fren?!!
i will definitely gonna fuck him/her upside down to make sure he/she won't disturb my life anymore.
Bloody big asshole!!!
Don't try to mess up with me.
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Unfortunately, we didn't get to meet up today.
it's becuz of me having alots of problem.
Just need to be alone for a meantime that's all.
Sat down at Vivo and started to daydreaming, thinking about all my probs.
Haiz...What a life.
Sometimes i wish i could rewind back my life to my childhood life.
Thanks to my new fren and AsReE for the shoulder to lean on.
i could feel the comfort that u guys gave me.
Ur care and concern towards me has been much appreciated. (=
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" Life isn't supposed to make you feel happy.
It isn't meant to make you feel sad either.
It's just there to make you feel. "
