Exhausted

Yesterday and today was very tiring day for me cuz i'm having a Basic Unarmed Combat(BUC) for the whole day.

Will be certify on Tuesday which is the last day of the training.

Eventhough the training was very tough, i do really enjoyed it so much.

it was so fun cuz i got to learn the self-defence tactics and it was a great experience.
Now, i've knew abit of fightings but still being clumsy on it. Hehehe.

All my body is aching like hell especially my arms, muscles and veins pain.

Every parts is cramping. Urgh... )=

i need to go for massaging and spa to pamper myself after all this harsh training.

Or it will be more easier if someone wanna massage me. ;)

Looking forward for Firearm training. (=

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Just got back home about half an hour ago from jalan raya.

Went to Abang Sadali's house(JBP colleague) at Jurong West.

it was a good moments cuz i got to meet up with my ex colleagues and his family members too.

His kids are so adorable and both girls are twins.

They even kisses me before i headed home. Haha.

isn't that cute? Adorably them. (=

Thanks abg for the nasi brani-ing!

it was very delicious! (=

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Tomorrow planning is to clean up my house and went for jogging to gain my stamina.

Cuz it seems that it has been quite sometimes that i didn't jogged and thats why all my muscle starts to aching.

And even my stomache is getting bigger. LOL.

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Till here.

See ya! (=

it's driving me crazy

i'm in a D I L E M M A .

i've been thinking alot of things in my head.

i can't really decide which is the best decision for myself...for my own good.

i'm in a situation in which i have to made a choice between options that are equally unfavourable.

i thought i am willing to try this but after, my feelings changed.

i'm feeling half-hearted right now.

i just can't force myself in to it.

i really can't.

it seems to me that the harder i try the harder i fall.

Should i back off ???

Should i just continue for the sake of my parents or for the sake of my future or for the sake of being guilty towards my parents or for the sake of by supporting myself ???

i'm afraid they might be bad-mouth me due to this matter.

They said that this thing could gurantee my future.

To me, i don't think so, i'm strongly disagree.

One remembered me by saying that,

" if u have money but ur life are not happy or no life, for what? No use. "

Haiz..........very stressful.

i felt deeply shit right now...my feelings is in disaster...total disaster.

Somehow, i can see alot of changes on what happens around me after.

Very disappointed though.

it's really hard to face this matter for me.

Still, i just faced this matter as in nothing happens but inside u'll never know.

U look at me and think, 'she's so happy' but there's so much behind this little smile that u will never know.

What goes around comes around.

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" Oh God, please send me ur blessing which i really need a very good guidance from u. "

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2nd Day of Raya

Very tiring day.

Eventhough went out late and just went to a few houses, but still the tiredness could still feel.

Went to 3 houses.

- Yishun

- Jurong West (2 houses)

Lastly, they went to my house to dig in and sat until 12+am.

Convenietly, my uncle drove a lorry, another uncle drove a car and my auntie drove a car too.

For the ladies, normally, took a car cuz of our Baju Kurung(kain).

For the guys, took a lorry which was so cool. Ahaks.

Easily said, seperated into groups of gender. LOL.

i was imagining that next year, my fam will drive by our own.

My bro gonna took his TP soon and for me, i'm still thinking.

if can i wanted to take the driving license before the next year of Raya.

it will be more Syiok! ;)

Hmm...see how.

Need to have a stable financial.

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As for the 1st day of Raya, my fam dress code was black in colour.

2nd day, was purple cream in colour except for my dad, he's out of the dress code cuz he wore orange in colour. Huahua.

The sad thing is that, this year i didn't get to take a pic of my fam together. Haiz. )=

Was busy enjoying myself talking here and there with relatives. Ehees.

But i did took photos of my whole fam during the visiting of houses to houses. (=

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Aftermath, it was a very memories Hari Raya day for me!

Due to some fam problems that have not been settle for the past 2yrs and now it has settled! =D

Emotional and Happiest Day! (=

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Tomorrow i'm working and i was very restless.

i still on the mood of Raya but than still got to go to work. Huhu.

i could see and felt the differences, Then and Now.

School time and Working time.

Teenage life and Adult life.

Family life???

Urgh...don't wanna know.

Can't imagine though.

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See ya! (=

YEAH!

Assalammualaikum semuanye!

Very firstly, i wanna wish all the Muslims a

" SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI MAAF ZAHIR & BATIN!!! "

Jika Hajar ade buat salah dan silap ataupun terkasar bahase ataupun selebihnye,

Harap dimaafkan ye.

Harap makan dan minum pun dihalalkan jua.

Dalam bulan yg mulia ini, semoga kawan2 semue berbahgia disamping org atau keluarga yg tersyg.

Amin.

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Enjoy ur happiest moment!!! ;D

Busy Day

Wokeup at 11+am.

My bro and uncle are working.

My parents left me alone at home as they went to the market very early in the morning.

i don't know what time they went out from the house cuz i'm still deeply asleep. Huhu.

Slowly doing my job one by one and that was cleaning the house for the Hari Raya preparations.

- Changed the bed mattress and pillow cases

- Changed the curtains

- Wiped the windows

- Wiped the furniture and decoration stuffs all

- Changed the table top cloth

- Wiped the mirror

- Vacuuming

- Mopping

- Filled and arranged the Kuih Muih

Me and my mum seperated our own jobs which is that she do the cooking and i do the cleaning.

Fair and steady. (=

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During the night, had been receiving alot of SMS from friends and relatives wishing each other Selamat Hari Raya.

Even, my ex. (=

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Nothing much to say here.

Just about my Hari Raya preparations only.

Till here.

See ya! (=

Can't wait for tomorrow!!!

Selamat Hari Raya Semuanye!!! =D

Feeling So Better

Today morning went to the clinic again and got an MC due to the bad diarrhoe.

Called my Sergant to inform them that i'm on MC.

Kinda headache though cuz i've been thinking alot of other things.

So sad that i have missed 2 working lessons but i think the lessons that i missed are not that important.

it is just a Work Improvement Team same like a group project/group dicussion.

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Had a few hours of resting.

Decided to went out after feeling halfly better and bored.

Around 3pm, reached at KK Hopsital to accompany my godsis to pay the hospital bill.

i was accompanied by my godbro too.

While waiting for my godsis to come, me and my godbro had our own photo-taking.

We captured alots of photos of us together and individual.

Mostly was candid and the hilarious part is our face expressions. LOL.

U know i know. ;)

We went to many places today.

- KK Hospital

- Geylang

- Ang Mo Kio

- Yishun

- Woodlands

- Jurong East

Had our break-fasting at Yishun NorthPoint.

The best moment is at Jurong East, went to IMM Giant for shopping!

Eeerrr...only my godsis that shops. Ehees.

Me and my godbro was helping her out to find the stuffs that she needs for her Hari Raya preparations.

Was very fun, i felt like as if we are one happy family staying together in a one rooftop. Ahaks. (=

We spent time together till quite late night.

After the shopping, me and my godbro are so hungry and we couldn't get the prefect food that we want cuz mostly the shops has closed.

it was at 10+pm already.

The Burger King still opened and so no choice, had to buy there.

My godsis sent us home by tooking a cab.

Reached home at 11+pm.

i am loving the weather and the day itself.

Superb Fun!!! (=

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And i'm feeling more better.

i feel good!

Till here.

See ya! (=

When Sickness Strike

Today i'm not working.

Got an MC from the doctor wherelse i asked for 2 days instead he gave me only 1 day.

Like WTF. )=

i having a bad diarrhoe and kept vomitting.

The sickness starts in the midnight which making me couldn't sleep at all.

Kept woking up and rush to the toilet. Urgh! -_-"

Suspected that i've ate the wrong food yesterday. :'(

But now, i'm feeling abit better though.

Tomorrow, if it's still the same, i guess i'll take half day.

Now, still having the stomache. *fainted*

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Geylang tomorrow?

Hmm...maybe.

Till here.

See ya!