i'm So Tired

This week, i almost went out everyday for jobs interview.

Very tiring but i work hard to try my luck on getting a job.

Hopefully, sooner next week, i will receive any call from either of them.

Been waiting and been thinking sia.

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Today, went to my aunt's house for awhile.

Later after that around 2+pm, went to meet someone.

Accompanied her to somewhere and had our dinner at Bugis.

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Nothing much to talk about today becuz i'm moody due to tired. Huahua.

And, this few days, i dunno why i ate alot, even at night.

OMG. i tried to control my appetite but i just couldn't.

its difficult maybe becuz i'm stress lah. Haiz.

But i have to force myself to stop eating alot especially at night!

Or else i will become fat like 4 or 5 years back. Urgh!

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Tomorrow, will be going to my fam BBQ pit somewhere in CCK.

it's at my uncle's house.

Oh gosh!!! if like that how to control my appetite?!

i think i'm gonna eat alot tomorrow NIGHT!

AAAAAAHHHHHHHH!!! Tsktsk.

Nvm lah. i just have to remember this...

"Eat as many as u can when ur still alive."

Hehehe!

See ya! (=

Two Story In A Post

On Wednesday, Me & MaRiLyN has done with the job interview.

After that chill with her for awhile before i heading back home while MaRiLyN went to RyO's house.

Something bad happened when we were about to leave that place.

FUCK!

Bangsa sendiri pun takleh kasi chance pe!

Padehal ni kali pertama seh!

Ape punye Melayu!

Haiz...What a stressful situation sia.

MaRiLyN, hope u stay strong and will get through this matter ASAP.

Kesian aku tgk ko.

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Met AcHeE at Lot 1 to have my dinner.

He accompanied me as he has already eaten at home.

After that he went to work and i went home.

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Today, me & MaRiLyN went to Eunos again for another job interview as a Receptionist.

We waited for so long for the interview as the queue was so long.

While waiting, i feel bored and just wanted to leave the place but i tried to be patient.

As i dunno i may get this job opportunity.

it's like a luck game.

U never know ur luck if u never try.

So just continued waiting and once finished, i felt that i don't think so i have the potential to get this job.

But nevermind. i'm not really looking forward for this job actually.

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Then when to Sentosa for another job interview but it was just me.

it's a DigiPhoto at SkyTower.

Once the interview is over, about a few minutes later, i received a call from the Manager saying that i have to go for the 2nd interview.

Like what?! Again?! Hmmm...

Then i said "u mean i get the job?"

He said "more or less but r u keen?"

i said "Ya!"

Hahaha! i sound excited, nervous and happy.

i hope i get the job and to gain my confidence more better!

Tengok tadi pekeje-pekeje die mcm ok je.

Tapi kebykkan melayu so nk kene jage-jage seh klu dpt keje ni.

Understand understood lah kan MELAYU. LOL!

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Lastly, proceed to Boon Lay for the last job interview.

Macam siak seh kite this week.

Sane sini interview.

Naik penat seh. Tsktsk.

But i can't wait to work seh.

Hopefully i get any job ASAP.

This interview we went is quite a easy job but then the pay is not worth it seh.

Mcm ane ni? Nk ke tak nak eh? Ahaks.

Mcm tak nak plk. Ntahlah.

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Chill at Jurong Point, chit chatting and took photos.

At 9.30pm, we headed back home seperately.

i'm so sleepy.

Tomorrow gonna meet my aunt to somewhere.

Till here!

See ya! (=

Another Pleasant Day

Done with the interview at 7-Eleven.

Had a thosai masala for my breakfast with one of my fren.

Went home, do abit of the housechores and karaoke.

Stop karaoke around 4+pm and on my laptop to surf the internet.

Grab all of my bdae bash pics from MaRiLyN Multiply.

Viewed the video and i'd giggle and smiling away. Hehehe.

MaRiLyN, help me burn all the videos in a cd can?

Will give u the cd later. Thanks. (=

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The 7-Eleven Supervisor said he will call me this evening regarding the job.

But he didn't. Haiyo.

i guess, tomorrow he will call me.

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So, tomorrow's plan will be going to Eunos for another job interview at 2pm.

it's a Telemarketing job.

Will be going with MaRiLyN and AcHeE.

To our other besties, those who want this job do join us aitez.

Anything do beep either of us. (=

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i guess till here i end my post.

Nothing much about today.

See ya! (=

Quickly

Wokeup at 10+am.

Went to Gombak for awhile to find jobs at that area.

7-Eleven, Watson and Guardian.

Then bought the Newspaper to find more jobs that i'm interested to.

There's quite alot of job vacancies and i called a few for more of their job details.

i went a few for job interview.

At Taman Jurong and Paya Lebar.

it's a Sales Assistant position.

i'm more interested on the Taman Jurong one.

Becuz it's quite near to where i'm staying, the salary are reasonable and it fits my qualification well.

Hopefully they will call me.

God do give me ur blessing. (=

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Tomorrow going for a job interview at 7-Eleven at 11am.

Before that, i need to make a passport photos, photocopy my IC and Bank Book.

i think i'm confident that i'll be getting this job. Hahaha.

Syukurlah klu aku dapat.

Dah tak boring dok rmh sorg-sorg and takde org leh mengate psl aku agi. ;)
At least i've got my monthly expense, i'm happy. (=

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On the way home, we went to WestMall for awhile to find a few jobs there.

Guardian, Tom & Stefanie, Watson, Eng Wah Cinema and BaliThai Restaurant.

Alot or what sia.

in one day, we've been hunting for jobs. LOL.

Crazy right. Siak!

But then i feel really good. =D

Reached home at 9+pm.

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The next day, on Wednesday, will had another job interview at Eunos at MDIS at 3pm.

it's a Sales Position also but not quite sure about the job scope.

The lady did tell me but i still didn't get it in my mind. Hehehe.

Nvm. Just try my luck anyway.

MaRiLyN gonna accompany me.

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Btw, thanks UbAi for accompanying me just now.

i do appreciate ur kindness and time. (=

it was a last minute thing so i called UbAi to accompany me.

She free and she tag along.

Been crazy while walking with u sia.

Ade je org yg pelik-pelik aku npk bile aku klr dgn ko.

Mcm siak ok! LOL.

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Just now, while waiting for a bus to home...

i received a miss call and i don't know who is it.

Becuz it's a unknown number which i didn't knew.

i called back and it was...hmm...hehehe...

Firhan!!! LOL.

i thought who sia becuz he pranked me!

WTH. LOL!

Suare sumpah mcm bangla seh.

Beh name nak step Rehan.

igt org india mane je tersalah call skali die.

Mcm siak OK! Hehehe.

Happy! Happy! Happy!

Funny! Funny! Funny!

Miss! MIss! Miss!

;)

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Wokay Peeps.

Will continue tomorrow.

See ya!

What a Hot and Humid Weather

Went to my mum's colleague daughter wedding at Tampines St 33.

So damn far and in sia the place.

it's where my ex stayed. Huahua.

Dahlah cuaca panas terik nak mampos.

Berpeluh-peluh seh. Rabak.

Jemputan tu plk takde kipas angin. Siak!

Dah tu tmpt die terkepong dgn highway.

Aku plk slenge, pakai baju kurung merah.

Ah..ape lagi. Amek ko panas glerx. LOL!

Mcm ckp sendiri sak aku. Hehehe. =p

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The wedding was fine.

i love the theme.

The colour and the design planning.

The food not bad.

But too bad, no fan. Spoilt. Ahaks.

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Walked away at 4+pm.

When to Tampines1, a new shopping centre at Tampines.

All the shops there are awesome.

Alot of branded shops where u can shop for ur fav branded stuffs.

Same like town sia.

Love it!

Took train to Bukit Batok and went to WestMall to have a window shopping at Harvey Norman.

WTF. Now all electrical stuffs and devices are on sales!

What captured my eyes is a Plasma TV. Hehehe.

How i wish i could have that now in my living room.

Cool! LOL.

Went to KFC to have our dinner.

So damn fulled sia.

Then went home.

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i forgot one thing.

in the morning i online for awhile to see who's online.

Then Firhan left me a message at msn.

The message time was at 3.28am.

it's ok dude.

i understand ur situation.

Pity u and i'm fine.

But how i wish u could be there too having the fun together with my besties.

Will meet u up pretty soon!

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Okay People, till here.

See ya! (=

Officially 20th

HeyLo People!!!

Finally, my birthday bash is over.

i'm so so so happy, overwhelming by the surprises.

First, met AcHeE, ZuBiR, MaWi and ZuRa at Clementi Interchange to proceed to ECP.

its a 1hr 15 mins journey then walked abit to ECP and reached there at 11.30am.

Wow!!! Tak sangka siang jugak kite sampai. Hehehe.

Got a nice shady place for celebration.

We sat and we ate.

Sumpah lapar glerx seh sampai takleh tunggu MaRiLyN and RyO datang dulu. LOL.

While waiting for MaRiLyN and RyO, we chit chatting, relax ourselves by the beach, we played UNO and MaWi go for swimming.

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MaRiLyN and RyO reached at around 1+pm.

Chit chatting, joking around, laughing out loud, eating, drinking, playing UNO and took photos.

Bestlah main UNO ramai-ramai.

i played the game last ramai-ramai time aku kecik.

Tu pun dengan family. Ahaks.

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Jeng jeng jeng!!!

Finally, the sabo part is here.

i was with ZuRa while others gone to shop.

Padehal aku tahu korg nak buat persiapan utk sabo aku. Dudu. Hahaha.

Then ZuRa received a call don't know from who and asked me to follow her don't know to where.

So i told her i go get changed first before they sabo me. LOL.

i went to the toilet, changed and backed to the spot again.

Everybody was there and this is the stupid and funny part sia.

When i was about to take my bag to put my clothes inside, i saw a red plastic bag filled with a cake box!!!

Siak ar AcHeE! LOL!!!

Dah tak surprise, aku dah tahu korg belikan cake. LOL.

Abeh satu-satu muke nak step pretending padehal spoilt!!! LOL!

Kesian eh. Hehehe.

And here goes my sabo moment!!!

ZuBiR, AcHeE and MaWi shower me with a glutinous water and flour. WTH.

But good becuz the weather was kinda hot so i'm cool when they showered me. LOL.

But then i'm sticky becuz of the flour they used, glutinous sia. Hahaha.

Then ZuBiR and AcHeE, carried me to throw me into the sea. WTF.

Lucky i struggled if not my eyes gonna be blind becuz i didn't take out my contact lens.

Go toilet and take it out and continue celebrating.

Took photos, ate the cake and threw me into the sea.

Tapi tak jauh pasal aku berat. LOL!!!

Dah mcm babi panggang sak korg angkat aku. BURUK OK!! =p

Then go had a clean shower and changed.

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One thing that i like mostly is the colour code!

All in white!

So cool and awesome Dudes and Dudettes!

Thanks! Love u guys! Muackx!

But too bad Sylvia can't make it but its ok babe.

Lastly, got to meet u up at Tampines1. =D

i love ur drawing!

Ur a sweetheart. (=

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Walked away from ECP around 5+pm.

ZuRa took bus to Clementi and we 6 took bus to Tampines to meet Sylvia for awhile.

Then headed back home taking train.

Everyone was quite tired but we do enjoyed the day so much. (=

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Thanks Sylvia for the drawing!

Thanks MaRiLyN and RyO for the present!

Thanks ZuRa and MaWi for cancelling ur CCA for the sake of my birthday!

Thanks to this lovebirds for the cake! Hehehe.

Thanks guys for the unexpecting surprises!

i'm so grateful, glad and appreciate what u guys has planned for my birthday.

i'm really touched and...

it's the BEST BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION EVER!!! (=

America Idol 2009

i knew it that Kris Allen is the winner!!!

Wuhooo!!!

When i watched the finale just now,

my heart give me the confident feeling that Kris gonna win tonight.

And yeah! it's true! Wow!

Very surprising!!!

Actually i chose Adam Lambert but when i observed him after all the shows,

what makes me chose him and sees in him is that,

his appearance and style that makes people think that he gonna win.

But throughout, it's the opposite.

Kris wins!!!

He's lucky and he's a cutie too, i love his smile. Hehehe.

Congrats Kris!

All the best for his future.

Btw, he and Adam got a FORD car?!

Cool man! (=

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Everybody,

1 more day to go!

Hmmm...

;)

When It Rains

Today my mood swings, i have no mood.
i did nothing at home.
So bored.
Watched tv and tv watched me. LOL.
Lately, i've been thinking about my future stressfully.
i'm stress, nervous, afraid and confused.
When will my career start?
i've been applying many jobs via on-line.
And now, waiting for either one of the jobs to reply me.
Hopefully, sooner later i'll get the jobs that i applied for. Huhu.
God help me by sending me ur blessing.
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Just now i had a little talk with my mum.
Bebual-bebual, happy-happy, ketawe-ketawe.
At last, terus mood happy hilang. Haiz.
Mum, Dad, Bro...
i know i'm the useless one in the family.
i always make a problem in the family.
Blame me by all means.
i'll be grateful to accept ur heartless/unappreciate saying towards me.
TQ. (=
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Got to go!
Gonna watch Season Finale of American Idol.
Hope Adam Lambert wins!
See ya! (=

i'm exhausted

i'm backed to blog again. (=

Reached home at 10pm.

WTF. My house keys left in AsReE's bag.

Meet him and UbAi at the bus stop again to take my keys back.

Today outing was so damn tiring sia. Haiz.

My both legs knees all was like wobbling.

Go Raffles City to accompany UbAi for her job interview.

Congrats babe!

Hope they will still accept u after u've done with the training.

Good Luck! (=

Then walked to Marina Square to have our dinner at Marina Loft.

it was UbAi first time there and there's this group of hospitality students was being sacarstic towards us.

They think we can't hear what they were saying about us.

Get a life lah FUCKERS!!!

Then we walked around in the Marina Square and proceed to Clarke Quay to chill for awhile before we headed home.

We do walk alot today but less talking. Ahaks.

From Raffles City to Marina Square to Clarke Quay.

We walked all around there so kinda saving for our ezlink. Hehehe.

We make a move at 8.30pm.

Reached BB, we bought something and went home.

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Penat glerx.

Kaki ku sakit!

Can anyone massage my legs please?

Tsktsk. Huhu. )=

See ya!

The Sun Rises into The Sky

i wokeup at 8am today.

Wokeup early becuz have to cook for my family.

My mum asked me to cook Chinese Fried Rice becuz today she will be back home late.

i've done with the cooking already and i've eaten!

Morning breakfast having rice?

Accepted lah eh, a few days never eat rice. Ahaks.
Lagipun smlm mlm kebuloh pe. Hahaha.

Sambil makan sambil tengok Cinta Fitri.

Tak dapat tengok Suci sebab bangun lambat sikit tadi.

Set alarm pkl 7.30 tapi bgn pkl 8. Hehehe.

Hmm..tengok kat youtube lah.

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Today gonna meet UbAi and AsReE to somewhere.

UbAi going for a job interview.

Don't know what job she apply for.

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MaRiLyN, i'm sorry i can't meet u today to chill.

Bukan WC boring, cume kaki aku ni nak merayap jalan-jalan.

Jumpe on Sat je aitez.

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Alamak!

Hidung pedih seh.

Tangan bekas potong cili padi tadi abeh tergosok hidung.

Aduh! Tsktsk.

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Wokay People!

i think i blog again at night.

See ya! (=

My Birthday List

To all my besties.

i need ur attention here.

There will be 9 of u that i invited.

MaRiLyN, RyO, ZuBiR, Sly, MaWi, AsReE, AzUrA, AzRuN & FiRhAn.

Please read and take note carefully.

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Me: Sandwich and Fried Hongkong Mee.

MaRiLyN: Kampung Fried Rice.

ZuBiR: Fried Kway Teow Mee.

AsReE: Jelly Cocktail.

MaWi: Chicken Nuggets and Hotdogs.

AzUrA & AzRuN: 6 bottles of fizzy & non-fizzy water.

RyO: Tent.

*Sylvia & Firhan (if u both coming): Just bring anything that u want aitez.

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- Speaker

- Card Games

- Picnic Mat

- Papercups, paperplates, forks & spoons.

Whoever have those items above, please bring can? TQ.

* Colour code: White top either plain or with design also can.

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For those who live at West side;

Venue: Meet at Clementi Interchange

Time: 9 am

We'll take bus 196 to Marine Crescent and walk to ECP.

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For those who live at East side;

Venue: Meet at ECP

Time: Estimate 12 pm latest

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We'll find a nice spot when we've reached there.

Anything, just text me.

3 more days to go! (=

Random Day

Today i didn't do anything much.
Washed the daily clothings, watched tv, chatting, jogging and chilled with AsReE and UbAi.
Go jogging at 6pm.
UbAi fetched me with her bicycle and ride to a coffeeshop nearby to bought her food.
Then send me for my jogging.
i asked her to jog along with me but she couldn't.
i don't mind so i jog alone just now.
i jogged 2 big round this time and it takes 1 hour.
Today the weather was quite hot and makes me perspired even more.
But i feel good! Ahaks. ;)

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i walked all the way to AsReE's void deck to meet them there.
Then go returned back a rental dvd which AsReE's rented yesterday and UbAi bought things that her mum asked her to.
i was very restless after the jogging but i forced my body not to.
Kaki aku sakit and penat glerx seh.
Screw-screw semue dah longgah. LOL.
And i drank alot of plain water today.
OMG. Really really really alot.
i lose i gain back. Hahaha.
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Back to the chilling part.
We chilled at the nearby exercising corner near to my block.
i do crunchers and it was like.
Wow. Tebal pe babat aku and berat pe badan aku.
And my lengan is in pained now. Huhu.
Then played 21 and Bluff with them.
it was quite fun and damn funny sia.
Lagi-lagi AsReE. Ko memang macam siak!!!
Then proceed to Hillview block there.
We walked all the way and kaki aku dah mintak ampon sak. Hahaha.
But i still bare with it becuz dah lame tak jumpe UbAi and lepak dengan die.
So we do chit chat alot and shared stories like,
"Lepas kite dah tak bersame agi, ko buat pe?" Ahaks.
Our conversations was very open and fun.
i loike babe!
Do chill again one day. (=
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Reached home at 10.30pm.
Had a very cooling and nice shower.
After shower, i felt so hungry but i control my appetite which there's this someone asked me to.
Then i ate bread with Nutella, an apple and biscuits.
But still i'm hungry. Huhu.
Takpelah, tunggu besok aru leh makan agi. Hahaha.
Tomorrow UbAi wants me to accompany her go for a job interview.
But i'm not sure whether to go or not.
Tengoklah macam ane ye.
Tapi rase-rasenye, besok ku tak nak keluar. Haha.
Ntahlah, aku ni ckp je nanti klu org dah text ajak, aku go je. Huahua.
And now, i'm bloggin and uploading pixs at my Facebook.
To those who have Facebook, do add me as ur friend aitez.
hajar_fyna@hotmail.com
Thank You! (=
Okaylah, need to upload pixs.
See ya! (=

Monday Blues

i just wokeup and it's raining outside.

No wonder all my house was dark and cold.

Tidy up my bed and on the tv to watch MTV Lunch Quickies.

And now, i'm bloggin and as usual, i'm ALONE. Haiz...

What a boring life sia.

i hate to be alone but i am now.

Where else others are at work.

i'm so in the need to get a job right now.

So that i'm not alone in the house anymore.

i have to get over it soon.

Why? Why recession is like NOW?! Duh.

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let's talked about yesterday night where i went for kenduri.

it's bored when i first reached there.

in the middle of time, where people in the house was praying.

There's this baby girl distracted but entertained me and others. LOL.

She is so cute, chubby, adorable and genius.

Guess what?

She knows how to pout. XD

Went home at 11pm.

My uncle send me home by a pickup, lorry.

Sitting at the back with my auntie and cousins and we make alot of noise by shouting and disturbing each other.

FUN!

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Yeah!

My dress that i ordered from ZuBiR's SiS has finally reached.

He gonna bring it on Saturday.

Hopefully i fit in becuz it's a free size and it's my first time boughting it.

i've planned to wear that dress on my mum's 5th years working award.

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5 more days to overcome the fear of joyful in my life! Hahaha.

Turning 20 soon.

i dunno whether i'm gonna be sabo or not.

But i confirm shit felt that there are.

So i'm ready guys ! Hehehe.

is there any surprise for me?

i want to be the happiest girl on my special day can?

insya'allah. (=

Gonna relax myself together with my besties on that day.

So guys, i'm gonna update u all about this Saturday by smsing aitez.

See ya!

A Sleepy Head i Am

Today i'm so damn sleepy i dunno why.

Yesterday slept at 5am! Hehehe.

Wanna know why?

i'm on the phone with AsReE chit chatting till 5am.

Dah lame tak bebual sampai subuh katekan. LOL.

Used to on the phone with him till 8am sia.

That was like a few years back.

We chit chatting about our past but mostly about my past with my ex. Huahua.

i could just said that i prefer the past than now.

The past was more fun than now. i swear.

Wanna know why?

In the past, my dad didn't curfew me terribly like now.

Now, he's getting tighty in curfewing me. WTF.

Why opposite eh? Ridiculous. Lame.

Nevermind. i believe in myself that i am strong enough to face this.

God is always there to help me. (=

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Now, i'm at my aunt's house bloggin.

Boring and to make myself awake, i blogged.

Heard that today got kenduri but dunno going or not.

Tengok muke satu-satu macam taik je. LOL.

Semue nari muke ngantok. So restless.

Nape seh? Pelik.

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Wokaylah People.

Gonna do some edit to my blog ni.

See ya!

Officially Mine

HeyLo People!

i've decided to make a new blog for myself.

it's all about my daily life.

My own personal diary.

Enjoy reading & feel free to leave any comment if u have one.

See ya! (=