Wednesday Morning

Yesterday and today was a awesome day.

i enjoyed myself during the training cuz i learnt alot of things, unusual and different thingy.

All the topics that i've learnt, was very very interesting! =D

Without notice, tomorrow is the 4th day already.

Wow! Time move really fast sia.

Good! Good! Good! (=

Today's topic at work was about the Air Command, Airport and Body Search Techniques.

So cool cool interesting topic to learn!

Using the UV Light to scan the Visa Card etc and we could see the MicroText in the card.

Haha. i was just too excited that's all. Hehehe. (=

All the Malay Trainer was so friendly, very sporting and very the joker unlike the Chinese one.

They taught us very professionally.

Haiz...easy said, i love them lah! LOL.

And and and...!!!

i really can't wait for the 1 week stay in! ;)

i'm really looking forward for it becuz i just wanna feel and experience how guys got enlisted during the years.

i just wanna be like them for that 1 week. (=

i hope it's fine once i stay in.

One more thing...

if can right, i need someone to give a call during the night so that i'm not boring. LOL.

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Friday, during lunch, will be going to Paya Lebar Cisco for a photoshoot of our permanent pass.

Once settle, we can go home.

And i've been wondering, where should i do and go after that.

Thought wanna break fast with my colleagues but i don't feel wanna join them.

Haha. i don't know lah. See how.

Whoever free on that day, if wanna meet me, do beep me aitez.

We go break fast together together. (=

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Going for a medical checkup at RMG on Saturday morning but i don't know which branch should i go to.

Raffles or Woodlands?

Hmmm....haiya.

Have to wakeup early in the morning again?!

RMG close at 11am.

Possible?

i try. (=

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After the medical checkup, thought of going to JBP for a visit.

Text my JBP colleagues, told them that maybe i will be coming on the Saturday for a visit.
Unfortunately, some are on their off days. )=
So i think maybe next week or what. See how lah.
Kinda troublesome.
Misses them like alot! )=

Maybe will be going to Geylang with my fam, aunties, uncles and cousins at night.

i hope it's a confirm.

if not, i'll be so sad. =/

i just wanna see the night seeing and feel the night atmosphere after the long time. (=

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Tomorrow Abang Sadali the Bird Trainer at JBP is coming to my house to send the Kuih Muih that i've ordered from him before i quit that time.

His wife made the Kuih Muih.

Was testerd before ordering and it tasted nice and so i ordered.

Quite cheap for me.

We are members, that's why.

Got discount. Hehehe. ;)

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Till here.

See ya! (=

i felt so good after i've confessed.

Who is he?

Tell u what...

Honestly, the video and the song that i'm falling in love with is...

Specially dedicated to u...only u.

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The one that is playing now on my music box.

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The lyrics are so meaningful to me.

Hope u could feel how i felt.

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(i don't want anyone else to realize how amazing you are, ily.)

For u...

" Love hurts when you break up with someone. It hurts even more when someone breaks up with you. But love hurts the most when the person you love has no idea what so ever. I look at him as a friend, then I realized I loved him. No one can accuse you of falling in love with the wrong person if inside you know he is the one. It is tearing me up on the inside to have these feelings for you, but I can't get rid of them. I want a new life and I want it with you. "

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" Love is like falling down... in the end you're left hurt, scarred, and with a memory of it forever.
A million words would not bring you back, I know because I've tried, neither would a million tears, I know I've cried.
Wanting him is hard to forget, loving him is hard to regret, losing him is hard to accept, but even with all the hurt I've felt, letting go is the most painful yet. People think it is holding on that makes you stronger, but sometimes it's letting go. Sometimes it's better to be alone. No one can hurt you that way. "

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" Nothing hurts more then waiting since I don't even know what I'm waiting for anymore. And if you were to say 'come with me', even now I might go. Just because I moved on doesn't mean I won't be here if you change your mind. You do something to me that I can't explain, so would I be out of line if I said I miss you? I know you've been busy, I had things to do too. We haven't talked for some time, I wonder if everything's fine. I had other stuff on my mind, I'm sure you did too, but I just had to tell you this my friend... hey I miss you. "

My First Day of Training

Today have to report at HTA at 8.30am.
Wokeup late at 6.45am.
Rushing myself to have a bath and get ready.
Went out at 7.50am and wait for taxi to be held.
i went out late becuz the HTA is nearby my home so i thought i'm not gonna be late.
Unfortunately, what a morning day.
All the taxi were hired.
Oh gosh! i was so pressured but i managed to relax myself down.
Reached there at 8.25am but i'm still counted as late becuz i'm lost in there. Hahaha.
Couldn't find my way to the block which i'm supposed to report to.
Saw this 2 guys and i recognized 1 of them.
Then we walked together to search for the block.
So i'm not the only one that is late, there's others too.
Once we reached, we took a bag which occupied ICA Documents and settle down quickly.
There's 32 peoples in my class Batch No. 15.
Mostly were Malay and Males.
if i'm not wrong, my class is the last batch as in for this term.
i felt great for the first day for today. (=
it's exactly the same like our school time.
But i imagine this was like i'm in the Poly instead. LOL. ;)
Got to make new friends around i mean with new colleagues. (=
They are friendly, funny, some are talkative and playful.
During the Measurement of Uniforms, everyone have to tryout the uniform.
When i wore it and looked in the mirror, i was so proud of myself.
i looked really smart just like a Police Officer. =D
But...u guys wanna know something?
My body features is not perfect at all.
Really, i mean it. Haha.
My blouse size which is the top, is size M.
For my pants, is size XXL.
Hehehehe. Jauh beza sak!
What a big waist i have! LOL. =p
i didn't expect that my first day are going to be a wonderful day.
Well...it is great to be in there, trust me. =D
i just counted myself as the lucky one. (=
Thanked God.
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The time-table schdule was up.
Working on weekdays, 9am-6pm.
Off on weekends. ;)
For Hari Raya, will not be working for 3 days, 19, 20 and 21 Sept.
There's a stay-in and that will be on 12-21 Oct if i'm not wrong.
i can't wait for it! =D
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That's all for today i guess.
i'm gonna watch the latest Hannah Montana The Movie.
Been wanting to watch the movie last 2 months but never. )=
So i rented it just now and gonna watch it now!
it's a great story, i know cuz i've watched the trailer.
See ya! (=

Self-disappointed

At 3+pm...

Daddy: Adik, mama ajak buke luar nanti?

Me: Adik klr dgn kwn nanti.

Daddy: Ade duit je, merayap. Kau tak tahu nak ddk rmh eh. Ade je plan ko. Klu tkde duit jgn nak mtk2 aku. Ko igt ko dah besar ko leh bt sesuke hati ko. Jgn sampai aku halau ko dari rmh, baru tahu nanti naseb ko mcm ane. Ko dgr cket ape aku ckp eh. Ko igt aku tk tahu yg ko isap rokok. Ckp pandai yg kwn ko semue isap rokok cume ko je tak. Padehal ko isap. Ko igt aku tk tahu. Kwn aku ade video ko tgh isap rokok lah. Jgn sampai aku dpt tangkap sudah.

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After an hour...4+pm...

Mummy: Abang, tadi pagi ko tk antar mama g keje eh. Aku kejut ko, ko tk tahu nk bgn. Mengeliat ssh nk bgn. Pegi geylg bole dgn matair balek sampai pkl 4pagi. Bile mak mtk antar g keje, ko tk nk antar, ko bsrkan taik mata je. Nari buke rmh eh?

Abang: Tak, org buke luar.

Mummy: Tu lah. Bile mama ajak buke luar, ade je ko.

Mummy: Adik, mane ko? Ko nk g mane ni siap2?

Me: Klr dgn kwn.

Mummy: Tak habis2 klr dgn kwn. Smlm dah klr pun tk puas? Hari2 jumpe kwn. Tglkan mak ko buke rmh sorg2. Asl ko tk masak nasi huh? Nasi dah tgh cket gitu, tk puase tk tahu nk masakkan nasi. Ape ko bt kat rmh?

Me: Balek keje jgn nk biseng2 bole tak. Org klr biseng, tk klr pun biseng.

Mummy: Aku bkn biseng!!! Aku cume blg n tnye ko asl ko tk masak nasi?!! Bile aku ajak buke luar je, semue ade je plan. Agi bgs aku mati ade anak mcm gini!!!

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Take my bag and went out from the house.

i couldn't take it what has happened today.

What a disaster day today! Damn!

Am i at fault?

Yeah, i am.

i thought it's over but it just happened.

if not becuz of u daddy, i won't be so rude to mum.

i felt very guilty towards my mum.

i really didn't have the intention to make u more mad and angry mummy.

i just couldn't take it what dad has said to me.

its fulled of bullshit in his mouth!!!

Don't accused me just like that.

if it's true that ur fren has a video of me smoking, where is it?!! Who's ur fren?!!

i will definitely gonna fuck him/her upside down to make sure he/she won't disturb my life anymore.

Bloody big asshole!!!

Don't try to mess up with me.

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Unfortunately, we didn't get to meet up today.

it's becuz of me having alots of problem.

Just need to be alone for a meantime that's all.

Sat down at Vivo and started to daydreaming, thinking about all my probs.

Haiz...What a life.

Sometimes i wish i could rewind back my life to my childhood life.

Thanks to my new fren and AsReE for the shoulder to lean on.

i could feel the comfort that u guys gave me.

Ur care and concern towards me has been much appreciated. (=

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" Life isn't supposed to make you feel happy.

It isn't meant to make you feel sad either.

It's just there to make you feel. "

Happy Saturday Night

Just now was super duper GEREK!!!
Celebrated MaRiLyN's AnD sLyViA's Bdae together!
The Nasi Briyani and Chocolate Cake was super duper delicious!
Thanks so much to ZuRa & Fam.
With that, i wanna wish u girls a...
" HaPpY 20th Bdae to MaRy! "
" HaPpY 19th Bdae to sLy! "
i hope u dudettes did enjoy the bdae celebration just now.
May God bless u always and have a bright future ahead with lotsa love & happiness!
Love u both so muchies. (=
Muackx!!!
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After the celebration, went to my uncle's house for fam gathering.
AsReE tag along too.
Like usual, there's always alots of food on the table.
But i couldn't eat them cuz im fulled.
Had some photo taking with AsReE and my cousins.
it was great and fun!
And now, my nose are sicked by the smell of the cigarettes.
Urgh!
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And for my only ZuBiR...
i wish u All the Best for ur NS.
Hope u could manage and cope well with it.
Do keep in touch always.
Take care Mr Policeman. ;)
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As for me...
i'm getting so freaking nervous for my first day of work.
Urgh!!! Stress! Nervous! Scared!
Time, please move more faster! Hehehe.
Shall listen to what my uncle had just advised me. (=
That will definitely be good for me to calm myself down. (=
i need a shoulder/hug to comfort myself. )=
Oh God! :'(
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Later, i feel like wanting to go out to relax my mind.
But i dunno where to go, who to go with.
Hmm...if AsReE get the replacement for his work, i'll go out with him.
if not, i have no idea.
Maybe will be chilling alone go catch some movies etc.
Huahua. Dah biase dah. Lonely and independent katekan.
Ceh. MP! Ehees. ;)
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To my new fren,
i hope u could move on as a normal guy leading to a happy life.
Don't/Never look back on ur past.
That's when u realize that ur actually wasting of time.
What past is past.
Begin a new life of greater fulfillment and happiness.
Friends are like stars,
You can't always see them,
But you know they are always be there for you...
Cheer up! (=
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Till here guys.

Do view the celebration photos in my FaceBook!
See ya! (=

Which suits me best?

Curls or Straight? Short or Long? Fringe or non-fringe?

Specs or non-specs?

P.S. i need some feedback guys. TQ. (=