My Heartbeat

Ur ma' everything Mummy!
Love ya always!
Muackx!!! =p

Oh God...

Urgh!

Please not now...

i don't need u anymore.

i can't face this obstacles for now.

i would love to brainwash myself about u.

Cuz i don't wanna have the past back again.

i had enough...seriously.

Please don't contact me back.

i'm falling in love with...

* Lubang Di Hati by Letto *

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tapi kusadari bukan itu yang kucari

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dan kuyakin kau tak ingin aku berhenti

Letting out of what i felt

it's like i realized that way down inside, i've always been lonely for something.

But i don't know what for.

it's like...everybody in the world wants something.

Only they never really know exactly what it is...they just keep finding out what it's not.

You know how, when you turn off the TV or you come out of some concert, and everything just feels...empty?

Like you thought that would be what you wanted, and then it wasn't?

---------------------------------------------------

i want someone to share my secrets with,

someone to talk to late at night when i can't sleep,

someone who feels comfortable around my family,

someone to comfort me when i'm scared,

to hold me when i'm sad,

someone who doesn't need to say that he loves me for me to know its true.

waiting...

Best Girlfriend

As the years pass and we grow apart, I want you to know that you are in my heart.

You helped me through problems, through things good and bad.

You helped me keep smiling when I was sad.

You helped me with guys.

You made me stay strong.

How will I live, when you are gone?

And where the years take us, no place is too far.

We will think of each other wherever we are.

You're wonderful people with good hearts to lend, and I want you to know that you'll always be my best friends!

Love ya! (=

i just did

i had to confess to this someone.

i just couldn't hold onto it anymore for long.

i mean, my feelings...

my feelings for u.

i declared that i have feelings for u eversince the first time we met.

i had a crush on u.

i once remembered that when ur in a need of something, i was there for u to calm u down.

i gave my encouragement words to u just to give u a hope and support that u will move on in ur life.

in return, we do make a good friends bonding beautifully in a short period of time.

but now, all has gone...u has just blew the sweet memories away.

somewhere in time, i was hoping that we could be as last time.

" In my life, i meet people.

Some i never think about again.

Some, i wonder what happened to them.

There are some that i wonder if they ever think about me.

And then there are some i wish i never had to think about again.

But i do. "

FIRHAN

P.S. i'm throwing away my feelings for u to unhurt myself.

Friendship

Friends.

A simple word isn't it?

It's uttered everyday to almost every person imaginable.

Who are your friends?

I used to think that friends were the people that you could laugh and talk to.

Now I know that friends aren't that, they're the people that touch your hearts.

You could spend hours with them doing nothing at all and it can be the best time of your life, just because it was with them.

They're the people you can share your secrets with, cry with, laugh with, and just have fun with.

They don't judge you or make you change.

They accept you exactly as you are.

They look at you and they see a great person, one they love spending time with.

You all share something in common and are tied together by memories, tears, laughs, and smiles.

You're tied together by love for the other.

Friendship is the strangest but greatest thing in the world.

I find my time with my friends, the best times of my life.

My friends are my heart, my soul, my fun, my laughter, tears, love and my life.

Outing to Fort Canning.

Picnic at Changi Beach.

Sheesha Outing.

Sheesha Outing.

Picnic at Sentosa.

Picnic at East Coast Park.

Prawn Fishing Outing.